I could not handle myself. I'm lying. Hypocrite.

I should not be selfish at this moment.

Pretend it's okay and smile is the best mask.

This is the test for me, and patient is everything all I need.

My future seems dark in front, but Allah knows better

Help me ya Allah. I'm weak, I could not do anything.

Mama and Abah, I'll do anything for you even I need to sacrifice my dream, energy, and my life just to make sure you guys happy till your last breath. This is my time to pay back all the thing that you guys has done to me. I love both of you.